Sunday, April 15, 2012

needing a new beginning

heart·ache
noun
emotional pain or distress; sorrow; grief; anguish.


my heart is not wild.
i'm feeling very broken, all the time. 
when i wake up, when i go to sleep. 
it's hard to explain and it's the lowest i've ever felt. 
i just want the weight on my shoulders to lift.
and i want someone else to do the heavy lifting. 
i know this is just a moment in time and it will pass. 
i want to go back to being happy, carefree, positive and fun. 
instead i'm in a constant state of concern and uncertainty. 
i feel pressure in all aspects of my life but it's mostly coming from within. 
when did i start worrying so much about the future and stop living in the present? 
my head aches from so much thinking. 
and my heart aches even more. 
luckily, tomorrow is a new day.

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